A Case Of Fearful Hope


 I don't know about you
but I sure do know about me; 
I've caught a case of fearful hope.


shockIt's not like I'd planned it.
It simply occurred to me - 
that is to say, it came rather surprisingly.

With tinges of colour.
With flurries of shade.
I'd caught a case of fearful hope.

Yet, searching for salvation
or attempting to run free
did nothing but bring it all closer to me.

I don't know about you
but I know about me;
I've caught a case of fearful hope.

So, now that you know, now;
now, I'd beg you to help, now; 
save for deafening you as I frantically yelp!
NOW!

I've said it all
don't think me a dope.
I've caught a case of fearful hope.

Of all the things in life I need, This I Knead.

Share With Me.

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